Got To Know Him [Chapter 2 of the Forgotten Prince]

One week passed with no problems, I got used to the shuffling schedules and changing instructors as easy as breathing. “Hah! That was easy.” I told myself, feeling relief that most the topics we had for first month are repetitive. It means I have a lot of time to think of other stuffs without falling out of balance with my studies.

Now, I have time to research or simply spy on him. I’m like a stalker now with my new obsession, Handsome Ahjushi. That was so weird; he doesn’t go out as much. Even at breaks, I don’t see him in the cafeteria. I wish I could ask someone else about him, like a sunbae~nim or just someone who knows him.

The only things I know now are his senior and that his older than me, “obviously!” I thought of how little I know about him. I need to think of something else but what you’ll that be?

And then suddenly, I thought about how unattractive I was and feel self-pity. Reality, thus, hurt much. I should be more honest to myself and accept that someone like him, I couldn’t have.

Now, it official I give up knowing he will never saw me as a very atractive one. And to consider the fact thst he doesn't even know I existed in his world.

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After 3 months of studying routine - to forget the self-pity I feel for being the ordinary, weird me, one day nelly - one of my close friends already - told me a secret that shock me.

“Hannah, could you keep a secret for me? I just wanted to share to you my secret since we are so close together. Would that be fine with you?” Nelly told me shyly and continues. “This secret I keep for a long time now, could you keep it? And please promise me to not to tell anyone, especially Seungri~ah.”

“Okay?! Sure. Is it that so serious that even one of your neighbour and friend Seungri~ah shouldn’t know about?” I asked her eagerly, curious why she was so serious about it, like she committing a crime.

“Yes, it is. Please don’t tell him” she told me with her pleading eyes.

“Okay, sure. What is it?”

“I have a crush on Seunghyun sunbae~nim” she told me, blushing.

I was so dumbstruck. “Who the hell was that?” I thought about it long before I could respond on her. “Okay… Then, who is Seunghyun sunbae~nim?”

“You don’t know him?” she was shocked too, like she’s telling me an unknown creature.

“Ahhh, yahhhh.... Why would I ask you if I know him?”

“Okay, come with me for a while I’ll introduce him to you.” Nelly said dragging me along with her.

It was break at the time so, it was okay for us to go out of the room for a while.

Nelly was tagging with me when I realized where we are going. Where climbing at a three story concrete building for seniors and class~A junior department. I nervously remember that Handsome ahjushi was a senior and he might have saw me already while Nelly~ah drag me to his prince.

“OMG!!! What to do???” I thought while thinking what he will think of me.

“Oppah!!” Nelly shouted to someone.

“Nelly~ah, lower your voice” I told her while avoiding the stares of all the seniors in the corridor.

“Jiyong Oppah!! Where’s Seunghyun Oppah??” she ask a handsome guy smirking at us. Well, he was kind of cute with aura of a playboy. He has someone clinging in his side, a beautiful girl. I recognized that girl as I stare at them with innocent eyes and thought to myself “she Argie’s crushed and neighbour Mika. Hmmmmp… Interestin, to think most of her friends back in their place thought of how lady like she was. ”

And then that guy - who Nelly~ah could Jiyong oppah – said to us, “Ah, it’s been a while since you bother Hyung Nelly~ah” and then he looked at me and wink. “Hyung is inside you can wake him up Nelly~ah, his waiting for you to visit him.”

And then, Nelly drags me again, this time we enter a room with noisy people. I look at them and they didn’t even notice us or care what we are doing here.

“Oppah, oppah!” Nelly shakes a sleeping guy in his sit and continues calling him “oppah!”

After a minute, the guy wakes with a very husky voice – I think his irritated by Nelly~ah disturbing him on his nap. “Yes, Nelly~ah what do you want again??” the guy didn’t even look at us and just look away to the window beside him.

“Oppah, please look at me, I have someone to introduce to you, she’s my friend” Nelly begs him like he is a very desirable person, to think he is so rude to Nelly~ah.

“What is it know again with your friend? Why don’t you just introduced her to Seungri~ah? He is more likely to accompany your friend” he said to Nelly without even meeting us eye to eye.

“Come on Nelly~ah, we need to go back already. It’s time, we going to be late” I tag her away from that guy irritated at how he treated my friend.

“Yeah, you should go now. You’ll be late Nelly~ah” someone, a guy I think told us to go and just come later at lunch. But Nelly was stronger than me and instead drags me back to that rude guy again, this time he looks at us. I was shock to see his eyes wide’s, it’s like he saw a ghost beside us.

“Oppah! She is my best friend Hannah~ah” Nelly told him as soon as she notice that he look at us.

He suddenly got up on his feet and introduces himself. “Annyeong… I’m sorry if I’m rude to you… I thought Nelly~ah was just joking around since she always comes here to interrupt me every break.” He said it like he was confessing a crime to me and that he were guilty of it and ashamed of what he did to me.

I was shock in his sudden change of mood towards me and Nelly~ah.

And then, someone spoke at my back putting an arm in my shoulder and said “Hyung, looks like you acted rude towards this cute girl, huh?!” he laugh a little and continue, “Your so mean hyung, you should say sorry and treat her sometime.”

“Oh no!” I told them sincerely and said “It’s fine with me, no hurt feelings.” I told him and ask Nelly “come on Nelly~ah, we need to go or we’ll be late to our class.” I drag Nelly out of the room without saying goodbye to them at all; I was hiding a blush to all of them and just walk so fast.

The rest of the day went fast, as I continue to think of what happen just this morning before and after he met me in their room. He was caught a back when he saw me, I was sure of that it was written all over his face. I was shock too, to think it was him that Nelly~ah will introduce to me – My Handsome ajushi.

That night, I couldn’t erase his image in my head. I continue thinking of him and his reactions, it amazed to think I have that effect to him. I should have known that this will happen and that I shouldn’t have given up on hoping that he will saw me. He did saw me now, now that I was not caring to what he will think knowing he will not and will never see me part of his world.

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The First Sight of Love [Chapter 1 of "The Forgotten Prince"]

My father drove me to my now new school, to be honest, I hate it. Period. The school earn a good reputation that was what my Mom told me for the last time as she argued about attending a Catholic School. With my confidence crumbled and the feeling that your heart might pop out of your chest, I try to stand and made my way through the new school I'm going to spend for 4 damn years studying alone in this weird school. As my father wish me good luck on my first day.
As I enter the school, i got the feeling of an old Spanish era of Padre's and Madre's that whip their students whenever they disobey the rules or just simply being idiota. The school has a scary population of 1,000 students from freshmen to senior level students. The school still has its first ever classroom - way from the time when the school is barely starting - that was a small chapel turn to classroom during weekdays. Today, the chapel before is now a Parish besides the school.

"Wow" you thought to yourself. "What a creepy school, I bet a lot of ghost stories had scared most the students in this school"

As I walk, inside the walls of this institution I kind of feel a very strong paranormal feeling. Well, forget about that I'm not here to feel Goosebumps all over my body. I just want to have a nice memory of this first day of school.

While waiting for the program to start, you an intentional reminisce the good memories you have before Grad day at your old school.

[FLASHBACK]

"Are you going to study in the National High School too, just like Daisy [fic]?" Alvin [fic] asked you seriously, after class was dismissed.

"I wanted too but mom won't let me attend to that school. Why did you asked?" you said.

"Why is he asking? He look so serious. Does he going to continue teasing me about him liking me??" you thought to yourself as you stare to his cute face.

"Ummm..." he said as he turned his face back to the board.”Be~because if you do... then I will attend high school in Nat. High too. "

"Huh?!" you we're shocked as you heard this coming from him. "Wake up, Hannah! This might be a joke." you thought while you shook your head.

"Why are you like that? Are you the only one allowed to attend that school? I can do it too. I pass all my subject and study hard just like you and Daisy so, by any chance, if luck is with me then I can also pass the entrance exam and attend same school " he said as he clean the board.

"Well... I was just curious, why are you angry at?"

"Nothing..." he said, as he took his things from his chair and gone out of the classroom.

You watch him walk out of the classroom as you gather all your things to your little arms, and headed out to go home. Suddenly while you are walking towards the school gate you saw Alvin running towards you.

He stop in front of you and said in a blur, "I like you" with heavy breath he kiss you in your cheek and run back outside to catch his bus that is leaving at the moment.

[END FLASHBACK]

"What a life?! Now I understand the saying: Life is so unfair," you said to yourself as you snort and endure the feeling of frustration because you didn't get what you want.

You thought, "why are the older people decides what's best for you when they are not the one who's going through the consequences of all their decisions, I HATE IT!" you fussed your anger, and glare to the person speaking in front of the stage.

"I hate this school; I'm not a bad girl. Why do they want me to attend in this school full of delinquents, who needed guidance more than a strict Nun. That all she might have knew is to discipline students who won't obey what she wants. She might not even know most students disobey them not because they are just bad but because they don't adults in their decisions anymore." 

You rant all your accusations and complains the whole time during the School Directress welcoming speech for all freshmen of the school year, when suddenly you discovered that you we not the only person not listening to the person in front but most of your sunbae~nims whom just arrived and most of them we're just stand at the back, we're talking to one another and are just noisy.

 You realized that most of the old students just don't care; they didn't even wear their school uniform even though they are not exempted in not wearing the school uniform in the first day of class. While staring at the crowd of students, you found quite alot of distinction or difference in every group of people crowding the full gymnasium. You find it interesting since it is a school with very strict rules and there are disciplinary actions needed if one of the students disobeys even one rule.

As you observed your sunbae~nims, you saw this guy walking towards the gym.

You told yourself "another late?!" He look like he own the place, walking like nothing happen and you realized that, you are not the only one staring, most of the old students stare at him like an actor just arrived in the scene.

And then, someone put an arm on his shoulder, just like him he has an aura that he owns the place and doesn't care if someone stares at them. They talk and laugh at the same time. Since you are far away from the walk way they are located, you can't even hear what they are talking about so, you just stare at them as they made there way to the cafeteria that is beside the gymnasium.

Soon as the programs finish they asked us to group ourselves according to the school we came from. I found out that some of the freshmen came from my old school. Before I could acquaint with them, I look around for him - "We're is he? Is he gone?"  i asked myself - and couldn't find him anymore, it’s like I just dreamed of him while I listen to the program. “hmmmpp… Well, Hannah just forget about him and focus on what’s in front” I told myself as I got close to them.

“Annyeonghaseyo!” I greeted everyone in my group and introduced myself.

“Nae ileum-eun Hanna ibnida.” I told them and gesture myself so they can introduce themselves.

The first one to spoke is Jimboy [fic] Oppah, followed by his best friend Argie and lastly Lovely – Argie’s old classmate back in our school. They we’re all shock to found that we only have ourselves and envy others who came from other school who found a lot of schoolmate before and became school mates again when we all enter high school. Some of them are also classmate before that is why they we’re so noise and excited to be acquainted again in this school.

I found out later that Jimboy oppah – I called him oppah since he is older than us for a year - was my old classmate when I was in 5^th grade.

“Jimboy oppah, you know, you are so familiar to me. Like we have been classmates before too.” I asked him curiously.

“Really?!” he said, shocked that I asked him curiously. “I didn’t remember you at all.”

“Maybe you have a long lost twin brother bro?!” Argie added to our some talk and laugh at us.

“No, I’m serious!” I said eagerly.

“Really?!” he said, “Then what grade do you think you and my bro here had been classmate before?”

“Ahhhmmm….” I thought for a second. “I’m not really sure but may I know who's your instructor when you’re in 5^th grade?”

“Mrs. Burn, the dinosaur math teacher in our school. Why?” Oppah answered me with curious eyes.

As I thought, I was right, he was my classmate before.

“I told you, you we’re so familiar to me. We we’re classmate back then.” I said happily to him.

“Seriously? I really didn’t remember. Jeongmal joesong haeyo [I'm really sorry]” he said apologetic to me, as he realized, he didn’t just actually didn’t recognized me but totally erased that memory he had when we we're 5^th grade before. He told us that he was bullied by our classmate every time he comes in to class, that is also reason he didn’t come in to class ever and just attends when its exam time. He said he hides in his mother classroom most of the time so that our instructor won’t find out about him being absent again. [His mom is also a teacher in 3rd grade.] 

“I’m really sorry, oppah. You suffered so much because of my friends.” I said feeling sorry to him. “You should have told me so I can defend you.”

“I don’t think that is a good idea, you see they are bigger and I’m 5’4” already” he said cowardly, admitting to us that oppah was really scared to them.

“I don’t mind, they are my friends I can deal with them, and we stick together because we want to pass. So, if I told them to stop doing that, they will, since they needed me than i needed them.” I told him proudly.

“So, can we expect you to help us pass the high school years too??” Argie and Lovely asked me with their puppy eyes.

“Aigoo, then you should pray that we will be together for 4 years.” I told them holding a laugh.

The chitchat and laughing was cut short when the head instructor told us to find our respected classrooms and sections in the board provided in front. We found our names listed in one section and was happy that we will spend our 1^st years in high school together.

The next few hours of that day was spent inside the classroom, it was boring since we needed to introduce ourselves one by one in front. We needed to tell everyone the school we came from, hobbies, likes and dislikes and whatnot.

Spending time inside the classroom made me feel frustrating in a lot of things.

First, because my new friends technically positioned far from me since we we’re arranged alphabetically. Second, I haven’t have any idea who he was, the guy who look like every girl in the campus will do everything they can to date Handsome ajusshi. And lastly, I was shocked to know I was actually qualified to be part of section B. "Well, omma will be happy for this though" but in my opinion, it means i'm part of the nred people and that most us might be not cool at all "Where's the fun in there??" thought to myself as I digest every info our instructor gave us.

Luckily, the day ends with no stress and no pressure from our new instructor. as she said this things to us “I supposed you have notice our section, all of you had been screened and instructed that students who didn’t make the first top 30 will be attending another exam for your 2^nd year level to be included in A2. To thus, who didn’t plan to belong there, no need to attend the extended exam. No pressure will be applied to each and every one” she said after a long introduction from us. “You can do anything you want, just make sure you pass the 1^st year exam for the whole semester and there are two semester exam to give you all enough time and no big pressure to study” she continued. “Now, good luck to every one of us as the 1^st semester will start tomorrow, you all will also be introduced by all your instructors in each subject tomorrow with their first day of classes.” And she signal all of us to stand and bow.

“Good Bye everyone, see you all tomorrow again and lastly, no late for tomorrow, okay?” she told us in authority. “No buts okay?!” and she continue us she left us.

“Omo!! Ahhh! We are so lucky with our instructor, she was so nice” a girl said who we're seated at my back.

“And very vulgar” I added in my thought as I stretch my body.

After a while everyone says goodbye to each of us and we all left our new classroom.

“She’s pretty, don’t you think?” Argie asked me suddenly when we all walk towards the gate.

“Who?” I asked while looking around like an idiot. We we’re at the entrance walk way already this time, seeing the buildings around us. I memorized them so I won’t get lose and also looking for him, if ever he pass by.

“Our instructor, who do think I was talking? And who are you looking for?” asked Argie as he followed me with Jimboy oppah and Lovely following us behind.

“Nothing. I didn’t know you were talking about her. Anyway, I think we will have a great year, hearing what she said to us a while ago. I don’t think this will be hard for all of us.” Remembering, how our instructor told us, she was cool with everything we can give for now. “She was so thoughtful towards us.” I told myself more of the fact that she was so nice to us.

 After I said goodbye to Argie and the others, I hurried to get home much earlier.

At home my omma ask me about school which I said it was cool except for the fact that I don’t like the strict rules. But omma didn’t say anything about it and just said “Great!” to me with a big hug. I know what she was thinking; she thinks the school is growing in me, like it will be. “Keep your dreams your own mom” I told myself and just drag myself to my room to have peace of mind.

After dinner, I just lock myself inside my room to have a goodnight sleep.  But before my lids could close, I found myself thinking about that guy.

“Who was that guy?” I told myself over and over. “Maybe he was a celebrity or a heart throb or whatever. I don’t care anymore” I thought, irritated about myself think of him. “Stop it Hannah! You can’t think of him anymore, he will never notice you, ever.” I told to myself but I’m not sure whether myself will listen or not though.

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i'm really sorry for the long chapter but I actually made it long so i can write more of Kim Hannah's thoughts..

Don't worry I will introduce everyone... okay...

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The Forgotten Prince

Description

This story was inspired by my long lost love from my first puppy love.-It might be so common that you might remember your crush when you we're in high school. hehehe...-But still I'm new here so, please take care of me.It was a little kids crush on an older guy, with looks that can make you fall in love, head over heels.Don't worry he will not know he was the one I'm mentioning in this story, since he don't even had a clue that I had a crush on him before. He might not even know I existed in this world. I know, I'm hopeless.-This will be my first ever story, derived from my past life during my high school years.-You might find the story very common and uncreative since the things that happen here, might have happen in various movie flixs that has been famous, maybe, to the whole Asia or World. Like "CLTCL," [If don't know the meaning on this acronym I gave to the movie, the better, If you knew and still want to read the movie then that will be great.] and some others from various country. I know what're you thinking but half of the story is real, and it happened.-Hope I havn't given [you] any idea yet...-And sorry for my writings, if I disapointed you...XOXO

Foreword

Destiny might have an unbelievable meaning to most us. A love story might don't have a happily ever after. But still, even if I’m not a princess in a faraway land, I believed that out there, I have a prince, a person born to be my other half. That person might be blinded by something else, but still destiny has made something for love to find its way to me.

That person, I once dreamed to be mine. That prince I once saw at far is now waiting for me in front of the altar for my arrival, for me to become his wife.

Characters

you [KIM HANNAH], CHOI SEUNGHYUN, the rest of the BIGBANG members, LEE MINHO, and other fictional characters

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- want to share is story to my blog as my new and first entry of my online diary... <3